I am still traumatiaed over drunk sex when I was 14. Is it normal? Is it my fault
I say sex. They were mostly older men in 20s when I was drunk blacked out and I was 14/15(not in a stable mindset at all hense the group I hung around with) ,people I went around with would tell me I had sex the day after I blacked out and I would just be like lol ok yeh as you do. It seemed normal and cool back then. But I remember feeling so comfortable about the flashbacks and not feeling like it was right. I feel like I've carried trauma about it for years, and also blame and guilt on myself but as I get older slowly fighting back at my mind like "u were a child how was it ever your fault?" I cry about it more frequently now in my 20s and have a wierd thing about sex even with people I trust now I just need to vent I feel like I'm to blame but I dont know I dont know what to feel sometimes I think about it and just cry and feel so sad
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What could this possibly be?
I feel emotionally numb and blank most of the time, I don't know who I am or what I stand for, I feel fake a ton, like I'm a robot or autopilot, I see shadows and images copying a ton, I feel anxious a ton, I have been diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, but I don't know what depression is like and not sure if I feel depressed, I just feel blank all of the time. I feel like I'm on edge of insanity sometimes. I am seeing a psychiatrist in a couple weeks so hopefully they can help me.
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Toe fungus, Dr prescribed Cephalexin and said not to worry about it. Its been two months now and the nail isn’t growing. How do I stop this? Its painful near the redish part…
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Worried I’m being paranoid can someone listen?
Kind of a long story but I can shorten?
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I’m having a hard time understanding a feeling.
Life has lost color, nothing really seems interesting anymore. Idk I think I need help. I was on house arrest for 2 years before the pandemic hit and got off when it hit. I’ve lost most of my friends, or atleast lost touch with them because I just graduated and have been used to all this isolation. I need help getting back outside, should I talk to a psychologist and put on antidepressants? I was diagnosed with depression when I was 12 but I never wanted to use them but now I just feel like i need them to return my state of mind back to what I’d consider stable
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I'm so lonely
I've been really isolated recently. I've been incredibly social over the past few months but with that also came psychotic experiences that made it really fucking hard to leave the house, logically reason and stuff like that. It's so isolating cause i want so bad to talk to my friends and hang out, but I'm terrified of putting myself out there in fear of hurting people, I'm guilty of some horrible sin I don't recall and i don't really wanna do that to anybody else again. And i think my friends dont care about me any more, i have no social group outside of then cause all my peers think I'm fucking weird for being mentally ill. Cause my logic has gone down the drain, I look and sound stupid to everyone around me and i know i do. Everybody seems to have an excuse to avoid me. I'm tired and idk what to do cause there are no clubs for people my age, so i cant make friends over mutual interests. I'm just so fucking tired of being alone.
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I did some very very bad things as a 13-14 year old should i jump from my window or something please answer this would mean to me a lot
Hey guys so i am 17M now and when i was 11 i was raped by a old creep in a crowd like he put his dick in my hole and since i was a fat kid he was pressing my man boobs So basically after that event never told anything to my parents and friends which i think was my biggest mistake This event made me hypersexual and i would masturbate to my abuser for quite a time basically this event messed me up and took my teenage away from 11-15 i was crazy like i would jack off in the back of the bus watch porn and more So when i was 13-14 i made out with my cousin(9 or 10) who is a male and we would touch each other and he asked me to show him porn so i showed him for like a minute Now i am not interested in males like i like women But i still wonder y did i do that when i was 13-14 Is something wrong with me like am i a creep or something or was it a childhood mistake and i should just forget about and move on please answer this
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It does get better
Hello I just want to say as a person that has suffered a lot with mental health that you shouldn't give up. It does get better I promise, keep you heads up kings and queens. Giving up means they win
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